Good bye.

To dear my family, friends and lovey souls. ❤️

I know some of you truly cared about me, loved me and treated me very nicely. I don't have any grievances or animosity toward anyone.
For too long have I been suffering in silence, longing for things to change. I kept telling myself "It's going to be okay Ant"
You'll get through this, knowing truly in perspective, my life and world has and always will be surrounded with uncertainty.

Some people are fortunate enough to be gifted butterflies, others are stuck as cocoons, that's just the way life is. 🐛
When one's usefulness is over, once life is assured of an life of imminent eternal sleeping, it is an personal decision of human to decide fate, living an prolonged life enduring agony and despair or finding peace with the angels of heaven. 😇

I want everyone to remember the ambitious, motivated and sweet loving caring charismatic soul I was, with some moments filled with pure bliss and laughter that echoed through the night as time flew by. I'm eternally grateful for those who stuck by my side during childhood and I'll always forever cherish the memories and reminisce about the experiences we once shared.

Mum, you've always been there for me and motivated me to be the best person, I could possibly be. You never once given up on me and always actively encouraged me to pursue my interests. I didn't want to do this to you, but I tried my best to pull through, but my best wasn't enough. I'm grateful for the life you've given me and and this isn't any shortcoming of you. You've done more than enough to provide me with an life I could have never have asked for, plenty of exciting places that most people will never get to experience in an lifetime.    I love you so much and always will.

Family/Friends. I'm sorry it has come to this. I'll miss you all so much. Just remember the good times we had and the laughs and thrills we had shared.
I hope I made an place in all your hearts and brought an smile to your face.  May you all continue to live on and have an fulfilling life and don't be afraid to reach for your dreams.

This Ant 🐜 is ready to take up-to the skies. 😇 ☁️

So Long, and Thanks for All the Fish.